subject: i dote him

i don't know what to say.
sometimes i think i want skip the part when i really miss him when i really really need him.
i'm trying a thousand times,a thousand a million tears,and a billion love to let him know,to let him go.
the part when my blood goes down,obviously i hate when i'm confused 'what i really need to life?what i really need to learn a love?'
last,i don't wanna ever forgotten